OH HAPPY SNAKE!

HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR!

I personally don't like snake much, but I still hope God would love me in this brand new year. ;)

I can't deny that I only understand parents' wise words after I have experienced something.
Something I chose to believe that would never happened on me.
But it just did.
Aunt said, people don't necessarily treat you good even if they look up on you.
They need you, for their own good, so they look up on you knowing that you have the ability.
So its not necessarily good to show your good points all the time.
Fine.
I can only ask myself not to care so much about money and my own principle, because I can't say a thing.
I would just try my best to survive through this working period since it won't be long.
Its a lesson, for that I have learnt not to think everybody as good people, and don't think too less about your job.
Some people would suck your blood in a very polite way. Which is totally fake.
I would be more careful as protect myself is so important when there is no one for you to count on.

Lost so much personal time since I started working.
I somehow felt distance among me and my loved ones.
I don't want to see this happen again in the future, please God.

I am so greedy that I have asked so much from God when I prayed! :pp

Being a Mommy!

Oh oh, I just realized I actually survived through this first month of being a teacher!
I never thought that I'd get the chance to be so close with kids, and I never knew I'd be missing them like they are my own kids.
Honestly sometimes I think they are demons but they smiled like angels.
This melts my heart. Shit. HAHAHA.
I don't look very young and some of them slipped their mouths by calling me 'Mommy'.
Well I actually enjoy being called that.
I enjoy more when I teased them back by calling them 'Honey' and make them shy.
Heh.
Its tiring but I never regret for being their second mommy, I love how I give them warmth. :)

Its so hard to earn.
I finally see how much my parents have given me.
And I am actually greedy, I want more in the future.

Some people call you stupid, they don't know how good it feels for being able to be stupid.
How pathetic it is to be always smart.
I am only stupid when I have someone to rely on, when I have someone whom I trust.
To see me smart, show me your ugly face.
I always think if a girl is silly, she definitely is loved.
Don't you agree?

Yay, Chinese New Year is close and I'm happy! :D

Another starting point

Urgh I have so much to do and to think about.

Time is slipping away so fast that I never realized something has just left me silently.

Ah well, I still thank God because I am so blessed.

I got what I expected, just as my wish.

My happiness comes slow, now only I am starting to flood myself in this good news.

My hard work is paid off and yeah, a bright future is awaiting me!

I still believe in what I chose to believe, even if there is obstacles, there is nothing I can't beat.

University life is the starting point of life, just remember it.

Its not like how people think about, its not the end of your path. 

And I am not going to force myself anymore.

If I cannot make it, I am not gonna try too hard and hide all my weaknesses.

I am going to show you and don't be surprised if I give up halfway. 

I don't guarantee anything anymore, because this is my life. 

Sound so irresponsible.

HAHA.

Oh, have to start being kiasu and apply everything right now! 

It happened for a reason.

I think everything happens for a reason.
I don't regret at all, I have gained so much through this relationship.
No matter how short it is, I know its an opportunity God has given me to see me, properly.

I have seen me, and I want to say, thank you for showing up and passed by in my life.
It was so important that I finally know what is in me :)

Don't come yet.

Attended my company's Annual Dinner last night, people said I am lucky but well, I don't really think so.
Its so hard to stay in a circumstances like that.
I am so annoyed seeing people being so fake around.
But I can understand, sometimes they don't want to be fake, nobody would enjoy doing that?
I don't know. I just want to try my best to be as pure as possible.

I don't know whether it is a good thing to be able to see who is sincere and who is not.
And of course, I am not sure whether my judgement is correct.
Fine, I just don't want to be involved in those ugly truth, I'd just focus on my own job.

I am not used to my thick make up, and I think I was not pretty wearing that.
Lol. Its better to have my small eyes back, for now.

I never thought it comes so fast.
I am not sure what would happen, and I am really lazy to think of it now.
I expected this I could say, but at the same time I am praying this would never come.
Or maybe, never arrive this early.

As a childcare tutor.

So I am currently working as a childcare tutor, doing something which I never thought of.
I never wanted to be a teacher as my part time job.
I always think education is something really important that only high-educated people can be teachers.
Youngsters need excellent people to teach them knowledge, skills and attitude.
And I walked in to a tuition centre, simply sat down for an interview.
Gotcha!

Now I am surrounded by kids with age between 5 to 12 years old.
I cook them lunch, watch them bath, make them nap and check their homework.
For me its job of a mom.
Its fun and I am very thankful that I got to learn how to communicate with kids.
And at the same time, learn how to be a mom. Lol.
But you know, some kids are just irritating.
They bully kind teachers and lie to you in face with angelic looks.
I was trapped for don't know how many time.
Was warned by experienced teachers, don't ever believe their words.
Because kids nowadays are not so simple anymore.
Or maybe these I met are special, or I simply look really dumb.

Yeah good thing is, they forgive and forget really fast.
Seeing them laugh like there's no anything that matters make me smile for a whole day.

I guess its hard for me to not putting real emotions and love for them within this period.
I want to teach them well, I want it myself.

Happy 2013!

Happy 2013 even though I am really late! :))

Didn't have the time to blog, just wanted to share some good things.
HAHA.
I know 2013 will be definitely good to me and my wish would always come true.
I believe so much in it la Hee.