Ears come first.

Picture taken from  http://thingsweforget.blogspot.com/

How long have you not been listening to your loved ones?
Too often we forget to listen, by ears and by heart.
There are too many people speaking in this world, how many of us actually listen before we speak?

I think this world will be more beautiful with more people wanting to listen.
Now, you speak first.

Everything is on track!

It is so amazing feeling happy without any reason.

Sometimes it is hard to find yourself happy when life is too usual until you get bored.

I guess the happy feeling is so real when you have nothing special to be happy for.

Maybe its just that everything is on the right track, so what I need to do is just be happy for it, and of course, Thank God. :)

Carmen, lovely lady, always calm and sweet. :)

Sisters!

Pictures were taken during secondary school mates' party.
Too little showed up and too much food left. Should have ate more. Lol.
Looking forward to attending a second party, hoping more people would attend.
A big thank you for susu, jie wen and yiling who have done so much. Thank you!

Ahh, how wonderful life is! <3

Confident angels

I don't think its a good idea looking down on yourself.
A girl can be ridiculous, annoying or whatever else, people who loves her say its cute.
A girl can be hot-tempered or acting like a princess, people who treasures her say its their pleasure to serve her.
A girl can't be looking down on herself, because when she does this, people eventually leaves.

When you start to believe that you are not good enough for your partner, he feels bad.
He consoles you and praised you a lot, because you are his angel.
But you know, the more you don't approve yourself, the sooner he gets annoyed and bored.
Who on earth can see the good in you when you don't even think you are good?
Even angels need to be confident.
So they can perform better, help people out there with their best effort.
Since you are an angel for him, why not try to accept this wonderful fact and yes, believe that you are as beautiful as what he thinks?
Even if you can't really do this, just keep in mind, this is a bad thing that isn't suitable to be shared.
The more you tell, the more he runs. This is definitely not your dream, but it eventually come true.
And please, you are beautiful the way you are.

So come on girls, have faith in yourself.
Not only for your relationship, this is for you, of you.
Of course, if you just said it for fun (drawing attention for your boyfriend), it annoys him too.
You can't tell too much, maybe once.  :)

Jaycee dugard

Oh my God.
I feel so awful reading this book 'A Stolen Life' by Jaycee Dugard.
I have no words to describe but I dream about it whenever I was asleep.
Neither any of the dream comes from something in the book nor what I am going to learn in it.
I think I can write a pretty good story too by including all my dreams. (the content of this book is true)
I just know I have to quickly finish it up so that I can have tighter sleep afterwards.
I think I am not the only one, that many of you would have feel the same as me.
It's like you can feel what is felt by the author, of course not as much, but you can somehow understand.
I sometimes think it's my natural talent that I am more sentimental in a good way.
And that is why I am so interested in people's mind and feeling.
I hope I have the talent to make people talk more to me, so that I can discover and understand more about people's mind.
Of course, I will try to help with all I can, if I could do something really professional one day.

If you would ask me whether or not to read this book, I do not know.
It's a very sad one, and it kept me in a bad mood.
I often put it down as I couldn't stand the sadness anymore.
But if you would like to try, go ahead, Jaycee Dugard is so brave and there is certainly something we can think about.

Perhaps you have heard of her, or not.
Here is some link about the abduction.
http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-2011896/Jaycee-Lee-Dugard-talks-painful-birth-paedophile-David-Garridos-yard.html

xoxo

Flooded with love is something really amazing!
I don't know why I am missing home so much!
:D

xx

Happy with easier life, but not with myself.

For the first time in my life, I have made a decision which would make my life a lot more easier.
Some friends said that I always chose not to enjoy life too much, even though I have the chance to do so.
The truth is, I never dare to.
I never thought I have the right to do that, when I compare myself to everyone out there.
And I have no idea yet, on how to enjoy my life at this young age.

I chose something challenging to do, to prove myself, or maybe to make myself busier.
I can't sit there doing nothing for just half a day.
Time should not be wasted like that.
Okay after crapping so much, I finally gave up something I have been working hard on.
I thought I'd happy, very happy, because I never like that.
But its not exactly like what I thought.
Now that I realized I couldn't even predict my mood, I always thought I can well control myself.
I didn't know why it is and I myself can't figure out, I also find nobody to talk to.
There is always reasons people can't understand, because they had never gone through what appeared in your life.
They can't understand your family, your future, your mind and definitely, your heart.

I am not that kind of person who give up easily, I can work with things or people that I don't like.
But there's a voice somewhere in me, telling me to be brave and take risk rather than just playing safe all the time.
And when you give up something, something else more beautiful will eventually come to you.
I am often so proud seeing people around me making choice based on their preference, or even envy them because, I always can't persuade myself to make that choice.
I am not a brave person after all, I care too much.
And seriously, sometimes I don't even have to care, nobody is gonna care that much like I do.
xx, I am like venting anger all over.
This is about myself, nobody's else fault.

I am just very wondering, have I started to like the thing that I have worked on it so much, until I can't bear to leave it?
No wonder people says, you give first, then you love.
How true.
Or maybe, I am just unwilling to give up on something I once worked very hard on.

I feel like telling, so much.