Jia you Sis and You!

When she cries,my heart melts.

I was afraid of facing it since long long ago.
I thought she was very ok about it.
They're steady.
Few days ago,the journey starts.
She was sad and i couldnt do anything for her.
Trials made me busy with my own thing,and when she needs me,i was whether studying or sleeping.
sorry Sis.
i know you will soon be fine.
We are all with you.
he will be strong there too.dont worry so much laa.
Smile because he wants you to! ;)
ily. ;D

"You can choose what you like, you have the right.
(end with a smiling face '(:')"
HAHA.
U know what.i love sat night and sunday!
I cant imagine the time i am forced to sleep alone again.
October,please dont come so early. :(
I love them too much.and i just cant control! Lol.

why is bird nest so delicious and expensive?
I KNOW.
I was picking swallows' feather from de bird nest.
i found sth in chocolate colour in de bird nest.
"That's swallow's blood," ah ma said.
.........so,can eat ah?
i dont care,i leave it there although i'm supposed to clear it.
So everyone will know what is the taste of blood. :P
U may try if u really enjoy eating bird nest.
btw i spent 2 hours listening to ah ma's stories! Not too bad la hor.Hehe.
Should have show someone my hard work.

=.=
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The boyfriend's super birthday is coming.
:DDDD
see his super smiling face? HAHAHAHA.

如果你相信命运

妈妈不要小男孩了
小男孩哭哭啼啼，求妈妈原谅他，求妈妈不要抛弃他。
妈妈无可奈何。
小男孩不乖，小男孩总是惹妈妈生气
妈妈很无奈，也很矛盾
妈妈很爱小男孩，她不知道要用什么方法改变小男孩。
小男孩答应悔改，答应做妈妈的乖孩子，照着妈妈的要求。
妈妈决定给小男孩一个机会。

小男孩真的变乖了。
妈妈越来越疼爱小男孩
因为小男孩的乖巧和懂事，妈妈付出所有的爱。
她要给小男孩所有最好的，她要小男孩永远快乐
时间一分一秒地过，小男孩长大了
他知道妈妈爱他，他知道妈妈再也不会抛弃他，不会离开他。
或许可以说，他知道他可以依然好好的，就算失去了妈妈。
所以他的不乖巧不懂事，又回到他的骨子里
他看不见妈妈为他付出的努力，他选择无视妈妈对他的爱
他不知道，妈妈很伤心很难过。

小男孩也不想失去妈妈
他知道妈妈疼他
失去妈妈就等于失去一份得来不易的疼爱。
谁会这么笨，赶走这份礼物呢？
可是他不想当乖孩子，他不想再跟着妈妈为他设下的路线走。
他觉得自己不坏，虽然他不觉得自己好。
他知道他会惹妈妈不开心，可是他已经没有闲情逸致取悦妈妈。
他会履行儿子的义务照顾妈妈。
他请妈妈看开一点，不要再因为他的不懂事不快乐。
他也希望妈妈快乐
虽然他知道他是令妈妈快乐的最大元素。
但是，他做不到。






你害怕回忆过去，所以你忘了当时最初的感觉。

Give me a little bit of love,i will double it before i return it to you.

Sometimes the right person gives you something you dont need.
Sometimes the wrong person gives you everything that you need.
although you never ask from him or her. :D

I was stucked.
I feel bad when i read in everything but i dont express.
So how to leave a space in your brain for someone you love?
I realised i have been neglected people who is actually so important to me.
and when i realised,i notice that time isnt much for me to give back my love.
Can i ask the time to stop?
and when i want it to go faster,can i give time a hint? Just a hint =P
Time flies when you are concentrating on something.
so try not to look around when u feel like flying. Haha.

I secretly read my little bro's (hmmmm..) memo?
That was few days ago when he was asleep. XD
He actually has a girlfriend,sweet puppy love.
But how do you know their love dont last long?
the truth is,you are more like a coward when you are getting older.
that is why old people always refuse to play space shot =.=
and since they are willing to fight for the same goal,same future,
why do we old and timid people insist on our decision?
As long as they dont do something that showed on TV.
I know he wont,my little bro wont do that. Bcos he's my little brother.

Dont be afraid to face your true feelings.
Say it out loud if you're in love,
throw the thing away that you are not interested in anymore,
when you're still brave enough to do that
I'm doing this because i know i'm getting older.
Then,what are you waiting for?
Thing will be yours if it is yours.
Of course,you're not allowed to despise the effort that should be done.
Laugh like a lunatic,cry like a ghost.
be true to yourself and you will be true to the others.

Shhhh. i always remember what MR PERBA commented about me.
I am so proud to have it. ;D
I will take it with me forever,no matter where i am.
I secretly miss somebody in my heart.
You are so lucky if you know you're the one!
:D :D :D



Cause when you decided to take another point,you will be really happy.

This time,i wont screw my trials.
So do you.
Good luck guys. :D

It lasts long

You wont easily give up when you made up your mind.

=D

i know i do.
we know we do.

because i'm always there,dont scare.
i will give you plenty of courage.
and also confidence.
cherish what we have,no stress no unhappiness.

I LOVE YOU ;D

IMY

What would you do if you think that you're an obstacle?
i know i'm too much la.

The uncertainty makes me feel insecured.
yet its so challenging.
everyone faces this but i just scare of it.
Nah.u will call me a silly if u know me. =P

Had very bad mood yesterday morning and that results in a "fuck u" to him.
i apologised already but i still feel very bad about it.
i'm very sorry sorry sorry.
i know he will never get angry so i just scold.
i always bully people like that.

I hate taking bus.it wastes alot of time.........................
why should i reject when people offers to send me home? :D
especially during SPM exams.
and i just couldnt sleep on my schol bus every morning
it actually tortures me. One hour on bus every morning,without doing anything.
WTH?!?!?!?!
if i could fly to school.if i own a driver.if i caould drive myself. =.=
IF I COULD FALL ASLEEP ON BUS JUST LIKE DE OTHERS.

sometimes i dare not to deny.
avoid is de best way to prevent mood swing.
but facing it makes me stronger.
and i will not need to avoid anymore in de future
i know i can,so do you.

49. I hate this number.



强迫别人接受你自以为是的好意，
也是一种自私不是吗？

也许我不是第一，但我是唯一. =)

from God,its a gift.

It sucks.

I just feel like scolding something to make myself lighter.
so that i could fly,in my dream.
Its becoming useless and useless
And all the while,i've been deceiving myself.
I dont know which way actually suits me and i just couldnt find out.
Look down on myself,thats why people looks down on me.
my brain is not functioning well
perhaps i have used de useful storage place for useless stuffs?
i wonder.
do u know that?

I hate that when she comments on it.
i find myself ugly whenever she talks about it.SUCKS.
sometimes i just cant control.
so what is happening now?
perhaps i'm not de one.ummm.
Dont deny her ability on having her own opinion.u dont have de right.
bcos she's always too right.
But we're just not de same.

And she called me a silly.i hope i'm one.
sha ren always you sha fu. =)
i dont believe anyone who says that they never feel insecured.
its just a matter of time.
i dont believe things like that cant be compared.
U're de one who neglected it and claimed that its pointless.
i dont believe u will get de good outcome when u're unwilling to work on it.
Good outcome isnt just a gift from de God.
i dont believe people love u when u hate yourself.
But sometimes u cant stop it either.
i dont believe i can study without falling asleep.
although i've done it successfully several times before.
BECAUSE I'M GETTING OLDER.

I have a dream.
just one.
I wish i could drive,RIGHT NOW. =.=
i do feel regret since i promised my mum not to go for driving lesson until i finished my SPM exams.damn it.
i feel like looking at birds so much now.
Ish.

loved =)

一朝被蛇咬,十年怕草蛇.



那,十年以后呢?



"When the world is scolding you,
i'm still believe in you.
When the world leaves you,
i'm still standing by your side."

Cant finish studying.keep on sleeping only can? XDD