Courage leads to determination.

I missed Encik Adnan's class today.
:(((((((((((((((


Its enough, just once in a life time.
For The experience which is so challenging.
When it comes to my mind, i cant stop me from scolding myself.
LOL.
I know i will never be good enough
That's when the man told me that.
I never thought that you're lucky.
should i repeat this again and again?
This game should never started.
Since the day the man forgot his purpose.
I'm sorry.
The day for you to escape is nearly there.
awake from the nightmare, and start a brand new life.
GOOD LUCK to you, the unlucky man who dropped into the trap few years ago.

To screw up or not,it depends on you.
Every single marks count.
If you fail to get the 1 mark, you will be dead.
this time, no exception.
When you feel like giving up, please come to me.
I will give you what i own.

我告诉笼子里的小鸟
我想让你飞
我想打开困着你的笼子
小鸟告诉我
它宁愿被我困着
纵使它的翅膀已经长大
纵使它已经离开宽广的天空好久好久

如果你是异类
你会不会觉得幸福
如果你会
请让我知道

生病是弱者的表现
我只是想让我自己知道
她不值得你同情

Red lips.

清晨五点钟.

小丑又必须擦掉昨晚的泪痕,
开始一天快乐的旅程.
化妆,他最拿手.
尤其是红红厚厚的嘴唇.
他永远不会忘记这个嘴唇教他怎么微笑.

小丑在街上派气球,
小朋友的笑脸时他的安慰.
如果有一天看不见那些纯真的面容,
他宁愿离开这个世界.

我拍拍他的肩.
他转过头来用他的红色香肠嘴给我一个全世界最大的微笑.
我递上为他买的水,请他坐下.
他大口大口地喝水,没时间理我.

"你不喜欢这份差事,为什么要勉强自己去做?"
"这是我爸爸的心愿."
"那么你快乐吗?"
"快乐可以自己创造.
我知道这虽然不是我的志愿,我能够完成爸爸做不到的事,
也是一种幸福."
:)
他站起身,
把手中的气球放掉.

砰.
这个世界,你再也看不见他.

I see red in the heart.

And you will never know,
how it hurts when you claim that its our fault.

Have you ever try to think of it?
Logically and rationally?
And when she told me that i've chosen it wrongly, i have no guts to deny.
Because i myself think that way too.
do you want me to admit that i've made de wrong choice?
Perhaps we were not so clever.
And for your information, we're just like a sausage between de 2 pieces of bread.
Can you imagine that?
You will soon realise it one day =)
Buddies, dont be so sarcastic in treating your brother.
That is not his fault.
Cause its someone else who made this.
Just, you are lucky because you will never need to be a sausage.

She used to be so happy when she sees you.
but this time, she will rather run away instead of saying hi to you.
Pathetic?
Perhaps. She is no longer the idol for you.
When time goes by, everything fades.
Power is the most important thing in this world.
Do you worth her crying?
She wont. Not even a drop of tear.
You just upset her, and maybe them.
but she will choose to be quiet.

She miss those days,
when you say hi to her with a damn broad smile.

我不是公主

"Hey! Dont take photo of me,i'm not pretty today!"
XDD
"OK, no problem."
So,this photo is not the latest. :D
Ahma's birthday was on wednesday and we siblings gave her a surprise!
I know she will like the raspberry cheese cake, Blue sport shoes and the necklace.
Imagine the way she showed them off to her friends.
I couldnt stop laughing! HAHA.
Wish her a very good and healthy year,Muax ahma! :DD

Nowadays perverts are everywhere waiting for you.
Open your eyes big big and dig their eyes out if they take the advantage of you.
Curse them until they lose their life sticks. NOT THEIR LIFES.

I scare of the days after the retirement.
but i'm really looking forward to the agm.
I never thought that its the time for me to leave SJAM SSI.
Ish.
I scare LO.
Lalalalalalala. Tomorrow will always be better.






总是看见不该看见的东西。
记得把眼睛洗干净就好。
:)

=D

我发誓再也没有下一次.
再也不会了.

我会在那之前把眼泪流光.
都流光光.
你就不会看见我的眼泪.
每个人的自私都有理由
他们都不是故意的.
至少我觉得,是这样.

你怕什么?

如果只有他理解你在说什么,
如果只有他懂你...
对不起.
后悔还来得及吗?





Enjoy your holidays! :DDD

Do i own a chance?

Its like having a dream.
And i dont know whether i should wake up or continue sleeping.
When it comes to the reality,i wish i could never fell asleep.
Can i?
There's a chance to get closer but i'm just so lazy to make it through.
You know where you are. And you're really lucky.
Its not my world,not my life.

I feel like listening to the stories he had.
Perhaps there's no any good point.
I'm always a curious baby. :)
One day when i'm ready,i will go to him and tell him,
"Hey. Stories come,please."
Please please please.

It wasnt a right choice. Or a good decision.
You hate hearing that when you're worried about time.
You hate having a limit.
When you started to say IF.there's no longer the hope.
But there's still a hope.
I was dishonest.
I know i never think that you're lucky.
That's de only way,to be more confident.

I have something to tell you.
but i scare talking face-to-face.
i'm not brave enough.
Do i own a chance?

There's a rainbow after the rain.

I love it when people scold me for not taking care of myself.
;D

Sometimes i wonder.
You said they are your friends.
but you are not treating them as your friends.
A true friend will not only say hi to you or talk to you when he/she is in good mood.
Do you ever know how people feel when you ignore their smiling faces?
How hurt it is especially when you suddenly appear and tell them you need them when you really need them.
So,what is this?
One day when people are irritated and dont feel like bothering anymore,
you will only realise that you have lose the true friends who will actually stay by your side no matter what happens.
Bcos you hurt them.
That is not an excuse.
and people will know your true face years after.
Its not a long time. The sad case is,you wont get a true friend in the end.

When you're no longer a little girl,
you know that you dont need to care so much.
As long as everyone is happy,it is more than enough. ;)

I love exams.
I will definitely miss school days after i've grown up into a woman.
I will also miss all of you.

I didnt explain bcos i know i would have burst out crying.
I didnt know it is so important that i should have take the test.
I never know i can only remain my spirit by having the rank.
I am not going to lose my spirit bcos of that.
Something is kept deeply in my heart and it will no disappear bcos of the rank.
Nobody believes it,but i trust myself. :)

I love it when the boyfriend asked me not to skip tuition. ;D
although i felt like skipping so much and tried to be a naughty girl. :P

I want a license.
I want a car.

政治论

马来西亚出产什么？
人才呀。

我很欣赏黄明志。
他太勇敢了
我没有看他的短片，没有想看的欲望。
我知道他的特色是手语和粗话，就还好吧。
如果有一天，他把热心和这份爱国精神发挥在比较有教育概念的管道，
我会大大力鼓掌，为他喝彩！
黄明志加油。
不要因为一时被气昏了，就被虎视眈眈的人看中。
一次接着一次，总有一天马来西亚会失去一个创作人才
那时候，谁会为我们泄恨？
大家要看什么来过瘾？
不要贬低自己，这样我们和那些种族主义者没有差别啊。
我们是华族后代，自强不息的华族后代。
=)

爸爸常常要我关心政治和时事新闻。
爸爸，看了会气也。
像我家里弟弟，兴致勃勃，血气方刚，好像已经忍不住要投身政治界。
当他绕着我告诉我现实的丑恶和无奈，我会悄悄提醒他，
“要懂得耍小心机，但一定要出于泥而不染！”
很难，不过他会做到。
;DD
爸爸的志愿是警长。
我其实很想为他圆梦。
这么正义感十足的爸爸，你怎么能不觉得光荣？
可是我怕。我会这么勇敢吗？
哈哈。或许可以试试看。
我知道当警察的条件。
唯一令我不满的是，女警必须有至少48公斤的体重。
这样体格会健壮标准一些吗？
如果我是个矮冬瓜呢？
XDD

爸爸很棒。
我可不可以说，我像我的爸爸？
哈哈 ;P
他反对因为马来西亚政治腐败，华人看似没有出人头地的一天就移民的人。
尤其是人才。
他说，“要留在这里为国家做事，为真理打仗”
是啊。哈哈。
可惜，我爸爸老了。
父望子传吧。我也有一个正义感十足的弟弟呀。









我希望我有时光机。
我希望我有任意门。
我希望我有百宝袋。
我希望我有小叮当啦。

:)

Hold your head up high.

Happy birthday to the boyfriend! ;D

The cup i drew my logo on it.
And u know,all right reserved!

Happy birthday lee kuok zhen,the dearest boyfriend! ;D
Yesterday was too busy to blog but i know he wouldnt mind.
HAHA.
Made a cheesecake on my own,with my ah ma by my side.HAHA.
but it was my very first time ok.
How nice it is?
should have took a photo of it but i was in a rush,so...
nevermind,i know it is nice.
And i know he likes it!
:DDDD

Mulligan-Irish pub was not too bad.
but we were de only customers in de pub.
I thought it would be so crowded that everyone in de pub will celebrate natinal's and the boyfriend's birthdays together. LOL.
:( forgot to take picture laaaaaaa.
But you know,he smiles all day long! :DD
Happy sweet 17th the boyfriend!
wish him luck! He will be blessed by the GOD and ME! ;D

and Malaysia,
Happy birthday.
After 10 years,i know you will have grown up.