Smile makes You Beautiful!

I am so happy welcoming my last semester for A-level.
Seriously, I didn't know who or what chased away all fear and worry of mine.
Few more months, I will fulfill what I have been wanting. :)

Thank God, I am so blessed.
I think I have more than one pair of parents who make my life so wonderful.
HEHE!

This girl always make my day.
I certainly will miss her parents, and her as well, sweetheart! :D

Keep a pet?

I once had an idea to keep a pet, for fun.

I think this never happen because my family members are either allergic to fur or scare of small animals.

No kidding, I am only on my way to 'be able to stay close' with dogs and cats.

I am still afraid of some if I don't know them, and it is even worse if they look fierce.

When my friend said she wants to keep a pet, I was a little sad.

I don't know how to handle animal's emotion when I can't even handle human's.

And when you have so many people to take care of, how do you spare time for your little pet?

Some people keep a pet to keep themselves company, some people need dogs to guard their house.

I just don't know how to settle the sadness that will certainly come when your pet dies, one day.

This is not something fun.

Maybe, when you can't find anyone to love, get a pet.

Pet heals every wound. :)

Again, if.

Losing a person in your life is the best catalyst to make you alert of what you have done in your life.

I didn't know what would I do if I am already a doctor, or if he is more closer to me.

How important it is to care about every single person around you in your life.

You don't have enough time for everyone of course, and a little neglect leads you to regret. 

I never thought that something I studied for exam and something appeared in book actually happened in my life.

And it was so close.

A girlfriend of mine who wants to be a lawyer told me that being a lawyer is her way to protect her family.

I am too, being a doctor means giving protection for my family and friends.

I hate the feeling of giving life of your loved ones to some people whom you don't know, even though they are all professionals.

But who do you believe if there are different theories?

At least if I am one, I would know better what to do.

I am not sure whether Malaysia's doctors are all having bad reputation, most of the people in this country do not trust them.

I am very disappointed when I heard something like this because this means that there will be a lot of people talking bad behind my back, if I really become a doctor.

I can only try my best to explain, sometimes it is too hard for family members who have lost their loved one to understand doctor's explanations.

Then, doubt arises everywhere.

If there is some agents whose job is to turn medical explanation to something non-doctors can understand, it would be perfect.

I am very tired after thinking all these, goodnight.

The Heart Never Lies

I must make sure I treasure all I have for every now and then.
I do not know whether giving needs repay, I just want to make sure everyone feels good.
I think when someone choose not to alert you of his personal business, he may either love you too much or, he doesn't trust you at all.
I do not prefer any of these.

Sometimes I do mistakes which I hate so much when people around me does that.
Its hard to keep it in mind unless I am totally not influenced by people around me, which is, impossible.
So I need a reminder everyday, before I fall asleep. :)

Ah, Happy dumpling festival! (dumpling is more important than dragon boat)
Luckily I am home for my grandma's dumpling!
You know, they are the best in the world. Hehee!

我讨厌任何习惯

如果爱情只是靠感觉，什么都会变得简单得多。
谁让你那么势力。

没有人和你分享喜怒哀乐，好像所有心情都是假的。
我很霸道，我没有办法接受要我分享却让我对他无法了解的人。
如果你不愿意分享，我懒得维系任何一段关系。
不管那是亲情，友情或爱情，没有双方面的付出，没有互相需要，对我来说都是屁。
我知道感情不是言语可以形容，如果无法表达这些不可以形容的言语，最亲密的人也会变成陌生人。

我脾气暴躁，应该要好好控制情绪，温柔的女人总是比较可爱。
我突然觉得，不管是爱情友情或亲情，只要不努力，什么都会变质。
原来习惯是世界上最可怕的东西。

如果你理解信任，你知道你不会做任何一些让信任你的人怀疑的事。
当你有顾虑，你已经在开始伤害给予信任的人。
仗着信任而不顾信任你的人的感受，你不配拥有这份信任。
所以你没有资格责怪他收回原本撒出去的，交给你保管的心。

Hooray?

People look for better living place, better person in life, better self, better life.
I assume this is people's instinct.
I am stuck in a very disgusting hostel block that I couldn't bear with it anymore.
Half a year more to go, I can't decide whether to move.
I don't know why I can hear noise all around since it is an open-air building.
I don't know why the only washing machine of my block is so dirty that I would rather wash by my hands.
But you know, I wear jeans to school.
I don't know why my cup and broom suddenly disappeared from me when new batch of students came in.
I don't know why this building is so dirty and it just looks disgusting.
I also don't know why I am so unlucky to be arranged in this building.
I am not sure whether I should lodge a complaint, seems like I am the only who complained so much.
I really am not sure.
This makes me think, why do we angry with people who leave this country to look for a better life?
I might change my mind.

Oppsss finished AS and like finally, long-term exam mode can be turned off!

I am so excited for Sentosa trip with my awesome girls!

:D

Holiday was so great that I almost forgot I have 2 more papers to go!

Meeting up with all friends released me from stress, and I know that is what friends are for. x)

It was too warm when someone you never expected call in the midnight, or text telling you that you're in his/her mind.

That is power of an old friend. :)

I am so lazy if catching up means asking 'how are you' to start a conversation.

How sweet it is to crap things that happened and eventually, you will know how good I am while I see happiness in your eyes.

I don't know how to make this happen but I am sure this is from both side, you and I will definitely know how. :)

Hehee!