Tuesday, September 27, 2011

Hello idiot speaking.

Really, i know i'm not funny, not interesting, not cute not friendly.
I can't take silly jokes and that little tiny thing in your eyes may be some huge deal for me.
So, love me or walk away from me, you decide.

Daddy called, i know he miss me.
but i don't know what was i doing or, what was i having in my mind.

Those things which so-called principles, you don't need to understand.
Because me don't too.

Hey Mr Andy, text me if you see this, if you know my phone is dead, if you know i can't remember your contact number, if you know i miss you, and if you know how much i appreciate the friendship between us.
Even though there is only 10% that you would see this.

I'm tired.
I can't solve a mathematics question anymore.

Sometimes i think you shouldn't be that nice to me, i don't deserve it.
Your heart maybe end up broken.
and frankly speaking, i don't want that.

Is there a rule that you should be nice to the person that who has been nice to you?

God i need you.

Monday, September 26, 2011

Smile at me ;D

Be glad for me when i live my life happily, because i'm enjoying.
Be glad for me when i have hard time, because i'm on the way to a stronger person. :)
I know you always will. :))

I shower in cold water in rainy nights.
I sleep with a smile in rainy nights, too.
:D

Uhm, i think i'm transforming into a pig.
LOL!

Sunday, September 25, 2011

I'm in a dilemma, save me?



I don't know what to say but i just love them a lot.
These girls are amazing.
I know its my destiny to go for national service.
We meant to be sisters, something that is more than friends.

Sometimes when i look back at my life, there are so many things that meant a lot.
If you ask me would i want to been through all of those if i could choose once more, i still want, i would still made the same decision.
So what?
Even if i lose something which is like so important to the whole society, whole world, and all of those people around me, i gained something which is probably tiny, but these little tiny things actually made me up.
So this is me, and so i'm ong li yin.

I know God sends everyone to me for a reason, no matter they love me or hate me or hurt me. So do you? :)

Uhm, have you ever told someone that he/she is important for you and soon after that you feel so damn insecure?
I think its because you are not confident enough.
Lol.

Ns gave me great memory and i miss every single thing there.
3 months are short although the days are quite lame, despite my awesome friends and wonderful 18-years-old-experience which i would never forget.
Its like a dream and even though i had cried so much, i had wanted to go home and never go back so eagerly, everything was so beautiful.
And i miss you, jerk. :)



I think hair well represents one's character.
don't you believe?
Touch my hair and feel it.
HAHA! Ok i'm bullshit-ing.

:D

Sunday, September 18, 2011

I'm coffee addicted.



Sometimes when you have too many principles, you lost your friends.

The earth is still rotating without you alive.

Friday, September 16, 2011

Don't be sarcastic :)



Johnny English Reborn made my day :)
"People think because I can make them laugh on the stage, I'll be able to make them laugh in person. That isn't the case at all. I am essentially a rather quiet, dull person who just happens to be a performer." -Rowan Atkinson (Mr.Bean)
People always has two sides, yeah?
And i seriously think, psychologists are always too cool, no matter how much they earn.
I'm just not brave enough.

Dropped my phone on the floor and it was sleeping all day.
Pray that it will be alright, please, although i can't wake it up.
It just blink, like the star in the sky.
Sorry, i have tried my best. :(

When i decided to play a day, i enjoy myself.
I would never show a black face & you know, i was really happy when they saw me in the morning. So, don't accuse me.
I'm not having PMS & i knew i was fierce for a certain reason.
I aren't sure but i do hope it means something, for i was not angry for nothing.

If sorry doesn't come from your true heart, don't say so.
Repeating your mistake make me feel like forgiving you is something silly.
And i wanted to say, to be punctual is the best way to show respect to others and of course yourself.
For me, you are late because you never take me seriously, or maybe all of us.
Everyone is the same, none of us enjoy wasting time.
Of course perhaps when i was in the same situation, i would probably be late too.
If God would give me the chance.
To be frank, i can't take this anymore. I'm sorry.
I'm not like those who can be tolerate & forgiving all the time.

I believe there is always a reason that people become unreasonable.
Its either there's no love or way too much for them, like having too many sweets spoil your teeth.
-.-

Thursday, September 15, 2011

I LOVE THE OLD WOMAN IN MY HOUSE.

Sometimes i think i'm born an artist.
You asked me why didn't i further my studies in field that i'm seriously talented, Lol.
I don't know.
I always think that i can, if i try hard.
I am not so sure its that i'm really interested, talented, born to be or i just simply want to prove myself.
You know, i guess you know it.

but, why not?
People takes their strongest field in studies, work it out & work for the rest of their life. Their strongest is still the strongest, their weakest will never improve.
And so, my everything turns out to be average, why not? ;)
Ok i know i'm making myself feeling better. Lol.

I seriously know i need to diet.
48 is always the best.

LOL!

Life is turning better, when i try to enjoy it & live it out.
I think i have really changed in someway, like what Mr Vv & Jj said.
Lol, i will make sure its not towards the worse.
Their reminder always help! :D

There's always people you can never agree with, but you recognize them as your friends, close friends or even best friends.
Friends do not need to be same in everything as long as you can tolerate with each other. Hmm? :) and thing is not that hard when you keep your heart opened.

Oh yeah, i did something silly? annoying? or maybe, irritating?
but trust me, i was trying to have some sense of humour...
This was the note i stick onto my neighbour's door:
"Close your door gently so that it won't break,
walk your steps gently so that your shoes won't tear"
I even put a smile & of course, a thank you before i ended my words.
Ok sorry, i know its sarcastic.
but i seriously can't take it anymore, by counting the times i was awoke by her noise. -.-
She actually came to knock my door & said sorry, plus "if you have anything else next time please come to me directly cuz its too embarrassing to have a note on my door".
Haha!
Ok i'm sorry.
I was not really considerate when i'm annoyed.
Thanks God she actually walks gently & closes her door gently since that.
God blessed!
yeah, i did not dare to go to her cuz, she never show her smile. :(

Left 1 subject for mid-term.
Btw i already screw up my chemistry. FML.



Thursday, September 8, 2011

Pray & love!

There are times I feel like blog about somebody, especially when the somebody shines my day. :D



I take things easily this time & i wonder why there's no any negative thinking in my mind. How strong the power there is, of you.

Something really good is going to happen, wait & see! :D
And thanks God i didn't mess thing up, it turns out to be good at the end.
Well, its not really an end yet. Hehee!
This time, i can't fall asleep and its not due to any bad feelings. Lol!

Good luck guys for everything! Enjoy your life! :))

Tuesday, September 6, 2011

I'm panic about the first exam in A level :)

生病是个很好的,可以好好休息的借口。

朋友条件不错,长得一副可爱脸蛋,身材也保养得宜,就是没有男孩子追求。
我先是很纳闷,不了解她身边的男生都在想什么。
可是渐渐地我理解了。我说,那是磁场惹的祸。
当你已经下定决心不想谈恋爱,就算男人对你有意思,你释放的磁场也会让他们打退堂鼓。
当你条件优越可是已经名花有主,你释放了“我有要好男朋友”的磁场,明眼也不愿意破坏别人感情的男人怎么会主动展开追求?
所以当有些已经有了男朋友,身边男性朋友也对她有好感,还能吸引狂蜂浪蝶的女人,你知道她们释放的是怎样的磁场吗?
当然其中的一些女人不是特意,这是她们与生俱来的特质啊。
‘磁场’这两个字我想好好利用,谢谢凯特小姐 ;)

白小姐驾车很酷,还会自己添油,让我很羡慕。
虽然她把添油枪放回原位的时候还是傻傻地 :D
你看,有谁的成长不是因为环境所造成?
这样想想,我比她更早一步学会自己一个人吃饭,一个人睡觉,一个人面对压力,一个人想念家人。
那么几年后的人生,她也会经历这些。
不同的经验,遭遇不一样的成长,所以我们呆在一起小聚会时,会发现大家都往不同的方向成长,可是都越来越棒 :)
原来在不同的环境一起成长,有这么欣慰和凄美的味道
哈哈哈

今天是凯特小姐的生日,也是跟我有着同样梦想的女儿的诞辰。
可爱的女人,生日快乐
;DD


I like this smile! Lol!

Saturday, September 3, 2011

律己以严,待人以宽

Sometimes i wonder, is it because of God knows that i'm tough, He sent all kinds of challenges to me, wanted me to get them through.

But please, i don't want the same challenge anymore, i have been through twice.
I don't believe that this is my fate.
Next time, i will be the one who travel, who leave, who come back.
Or the best one is, don't ever give me distance.

Sometimes you will be sick of relaxing, and i realized that it doesn't suit me at all.
Lol.

Its fun to have gathering with old friends.
Looking back at what you have done when you are still a kid, you can laugh non-stop.
Old friends make you happy, they even bring you to your dream.
when everything comes to an end, you have no choice but to face the reality.
But i actually don't really know which is my reality.

I once told myself, i would give up medicine if Jpa doesn't offer me a scholarship.
God knows what i am thinking.
I used to like raining, especially when i sleep.
I used to shower in cold water, no matter its a hot or rainy weather.
but now, i think i'm a coward. I have became worse, yeah?

I was shocked whenever i pass by a mirror.
I can't recognize me with this long hair.
Perhaps i need another few years to get used to it.
I have a little crazy thought, i think its because i have no time to look at myself.
and so, i forgot how i look like.

Judgement within a short period is always inaccurate.
That's why you can't love & trust someone so soon, without getting along.
Bla.

Bullshit.

And now, i need to reconsider.