Don't flirt with me.

A friend of mine is struggling in something he can never get back.
I told him,
The best way to put down your past is to think about it over and over again, face it and talk about it.
There will be a time that you don't feel like thinking about it anymore.
This feeling comes from your heart, not your brain.
All the best brother. :)

I don't get it when someone who has a girlfriend or boyfriend can still flirt with the others.
Maybe this helps to release tense & perhaps it refreshes you.
I don't want to be the girl you flirt with when you already have your girlfriend.
I care about her feeling when you don't care.
God is watching, no matter what you're doing.
Scold me for being too serious, i am kinda serious.
Since she is good to you, be nice to her, not only in front of her.
Thank you.

Had very strange dream these few nights.
I hope everything is, and will be okay.
God bless you! :D

弱点?

我不每天喝咖啡
虽然我是真的喜欢咖啡的味道
除了考试或者夜里睡不好, 我喝咖啡都只是因为想念它的味道.
有个朋友说咖啡是功能饮料, 我默默地不赞成.
如果只是因为思念而喝, 怎么可以说它是功能饮料?
我不每天喝咖啡, 尤其是假期的时候
我不愿意对咖啡成瘾.
如果每天的精力来源是咖啡, 那我会有一点瞧不起自己.



我常常想, 如果我很放心很彻底地依赖一个人一件事物,
有一天我会不会有一无所有的感觉.
毕竟没有任何东西是永恒
除非我依赖的是家人的爱.
但是过多的依赖, 一旦在你看不见触不及对方的时候,情绪难免崩溃.
我不每天喝咖啡,其实只是因为我不愿意依赖
有个可以依赖和依靠的人或事物的确很幸福
我不反对或瞧不起任何依赖的朋友
只是我不希望自己这么做.
一旦依赖成了习惯,那会变成你的弱点.很可怕的弱点.
而你又需要多少时间和精力收起那份依赖, 继续自强不息?
那是太大的考验.



如果你有一点时间, 读一读这本书
我原本不喜欢作者为这本评论书取的有深深贬低马来西亚意味的书名
读完之后的确不开心.
可是很多东西我真的没办法反驳.
大家明明知道,却置身事外的态度,其实和佛山小悦悦事件没什么分别
大家是年轻人, 大家都有能力改变这个国家的命运.

如果你要说一个人的力量改变不了什么,
谢谢你的借口.
我没法反驳也真的不愿意听你的解释.
让那些就算只有孤身一人也愿意拼搏的人改变世界吧!

Yes I had an awesome C!

Merry Christmas! :D

Its sweet to have Christmas celebration all years, sweetie Eunice tham! :)


Bai & I made this surprise successfully!
Look at what we cooked!

Er I actually took this to show off to a very cute guy. Lol.
Happy birthday Eunice, my sweetie! God bless you :)

And finally i went to Universal Studio.
It rained whole day but yes, it was romantic.
We had to stick together to share the umbrella.
And i want to say, it won't be so memorable if it was a sunny day. Haha!



the first photo of the day :)

3D Transformer is awesome, the Mummy is fabulous (which was the only one i screamed louder and longer than ah Bai did), Water World is amazing, Monster rock is excellent!
Fyi, Monster Rock caught my eyes from the starting till the end, as there is a charming vampire. Right Mr Wei v?
Lol.
Oh we had a great day! :D

I love Bai's boy boy.
I know he likes me, he will miss me!

wtf

When everyone is moaning that their result sucks, i can't even moan.
I can't celebrate either.
What a depressed Christmas. F.

I don't know why i am feeling very bad.
This result and inefficient school system totally fml.
Even though i had spent an awesome night with miss eleen sim.
I am sorry i think i didn't show very good face.
Thank you i love you.

Its like so 'urgh' when people who concerns about me telling me what i should go for & what i should not.
Thanks i appreciate it a lot and i knew this is my problem that i am easily influenced by some certain people.
but is it true that everyone has your thinking or your mind set, that what you're suffering will definitely face by me in the future?
Its even more irritating when you judge me by your selfish thinking, that women should not do this and that.
I definitely know that you're just trying to be nice.
I can't blame you on this.
but for the time being, I only need your support, not any judgement.
Because it has been hard, i know it will be, too.

I didn't know why, i am glad but it somehow messed up my heart.
I thank you to all of you.

I have so many things undone.
I made myself into this moment. -.-

You don't miss something doesn't mean you need to forget,
just like you apologies doesn't mean you are wrong.
You just want everything to turn out better,
either yours or the others' feeling.

Xoxo

Goodnight everyone! :D
Nah I am in pretty good mood so I can't help blogging!
Met up with my ah bai and we caught a movie today, which was the first time I wore a 3D spectacles.
:D
It's perfectly great as it was a Christmas movie.
U know I love Christmas cartoon.
And it was with ah bai!
Lol.
Forgive me as I really feel like showing off when I talk of bai.
Thank god. :)

And of course, mr Andy is awesome.
I thank god for sending me these awesome friends.
How could I not happy thinking of them?
I used to sadly admit that I have no very close male friend.
But thank god I have one since... Few months ago? :)
Just, u know, it's perfectly alright to do anything or to show any behavior in front of them.
Like my family! Hehee!

And hey, miss eleen sim & Eunice tham are coming back home!
Which makes me even happier!
Welcome back my love I have been waiting for u two! <3

Little boy left for the school trip for almost a week, which means I have to wake up early in the morning to send even little boy to his badminton training. Oh how sad.
Should have gone to bed!

I have another good news which I feel shy sharing here!
Lol!
Goodnight!

Give me an awesome C!

Hoping that i would have an awesome Christmas.

I don't know what to say, i am lazy.

A friend of mine said, every girls turn into a bitch for a reason.
I guess, so do guys.
so, why can't you save yourself up & turn yourself into someone better?
You can change yourself, if people can change you.
Its just all about love. :)

I'm kind of lazy to deal with relationship, friendship & any other things that require my time & effort.
I am just too lazy to make any effort.
I don't even feel like thinking or taking the lead for a conversation.
so if I am with you, forgive me for not talking non-stop, like how i used to be.
perhaps, I lost my mind too when i am listening to you.

I am kind of lazy to bear with people & things which i don't really like too, for now.
Bearing is something great and if you can make it, there's no anymore big problem for you.
but its too tiring for me now, or maybe, i want a change.
I am not going to be as easy as before, give you a smile when i am not ok with you.
I might do so, but its because i am lazy to deal with you, its not because i am afraid of losing your trust or your fond towards me.
I know its necessary to build a poker face sometimes, especially after you have no choice but to enter the adults' world.
but i am just so lazy. So if you care, i'm sorry.
I guess this is some kind of 'special' period, i know i will definitely come back to what i have and i can do some time after. :)

So, don't worry la!

Oh yeah, i am home, and of course, nowhere is better than home! ;D

I see an incredible me.

Received Mumy's call from home before final started.
"Don't be too tense, just try your best.
Its good to get good grades, its okay too for not getting them.
I am worried that if you're getting mad one day."

One year ago when i heard this, i burst out crying.
but, not for now.
It was touching and i know all my parents want is my happiness.
I appreciate everything but i know, its not all i want.
I know i can get everything if i try hard, really hard.
I don't say a thing if i missed out an A or 2 As, i knew its all my fault.
I despise myself when i excuse myself for not achieving the best.
what else i can do if i can't even handle the stress on me.
And i believe there is always a way, i can overcome everything.

I accept your excuse, not mine.
You said i have been too harsh to myself, i say i want it.
:)

After all, i enjoy sweetness that comes after the bitterness!

Goodnight!

Find myself so irritating.

I don't feel like studying, don't feel like studying.
Lalala.

Oh yea, I was not just curious about what subconscious is.
I meant, i am interested in it, i want to take it serious, like its going to be my job.
but God knows how i am going to start.
God knows what i am going to pursue.
God knows what i am going to feed myself in the future.

I think its all a dream.
Wake me up & don't ever let me fall asleep again.