Its never easy.

If hurting has to be done to grow, I rather not grow.

I don't understand why people only care about themselves when they claim that they love you.

I guess this love isn't that deep.

It doesn't last too.

I hate it when people do everything to make you trust them, and they break it at last.

Hurt doesn't occur on people who gain trust.

I don't ask for your understanding, I do not want to care at this moment.

I always think emotions can be controlled, so well I am trying.

I know if I care, I'd lose the perfect outcome which I wanted at first, before everything exist.

Its always hard to feel that secured.

If we can make a deal to have a not-breaking-up-ever relationship, how safe could it be.

And I realized I am trying to hide the old me.