Another starting point

Urgh I have so much to do and to think about.

Time is slipping away so fast that I never realized something has just left me silently.

Ah well, I still thank God because I am so blessed.

I got what I expected, just as my wish.

My happiness comes slow, now only I am starting to flood myself in this good news.

My hard work is paid off and yeah, a bright future is awaiting me!

I still believe in what I chose to believe, even if there is obstacles, there is nothing I can't beat.

University life is the starting point of life, just remember it.

Its not like how people think about, its not the end of your path. 

And I am not going to force myself anymore.

If I cannot make it, I am not gonna try too hard and hide all my weaknesses.

I am going to show you and don't be surprised if I give up halfway. 

I don't guarantee anything anymore, because this is my life. 

Sound so irresponsible.

HAHA.

Oh, have to start being kiasu and apply everything right now! 

It happened for a reason.

I think everything happens for a reason.
I don't regret at all, I have gained so much through this relationship.
No matter how short it is, I know its an opportunity God has given me to see me, properly.

I have seen me, and I want to say, thank you for showing up and passed by in my life.
It was so important that I finally know what is in me :)

Don't come yet.

Attended my company's Annual Dinner last night, people said I am lucky but well, I don't really think so.
Its so hard to stay in a circumstances like that.
I am so annoyed seeing people being so fake around.
But I can understand, sometimes they don't want to be fake, nobody would enjoy doing that?
I don't know. I just want to try my best to be as pure as possible.

I don't know whether it is a good thing to be able to see who is sincere and who is not.
And of course, I am not sure whether my judgement is correct.
Fine, I just don't want to be involved in those ugly truth, I'd just focus on my own job.

I am not used to my thick make up, and I think I was not pretty wearing that.
Lol. Its better to have my small eyes back, for now.

I never thought it comes so fast.
I am not sure what would happen, and I am really lazy to think of it now.
I expected this I could say, but at the same time I am praying this would never come.
Or maybe, never arrive this early.

As a childcare tutor.

So I am currently working as a childcare tutor, doing something which I never thought of.
I never wanted to be a teacher as my part time job.
I always think education is something really important that only high-educated people can be teachers.
Youngsters need excellent people to teach them knowledge, skills and attitude.
And I walked in to a tuition centre, simply sat down for an interview.
Gotcha!

Now I am surrounded by kids with age between 5 to 12 years old.
I cook them lunch, watch them bath, make them nap and check their homework.
For me its job of a mom.
Its fun and I am very thankful that I got to learn how to communicate with kids.
And at the same time, learn how to be a mom. Lol.
But you know, some kids are just irritating.
They bully kind teachers and lie to you in face with angelic looks.
I was trapped for don't know how many time.
Was warned by experienced teachers, don't ever believe their words.
Because kids nowadays are not so simple anymore.
Or maybe these I met are special, or I simply look really dumb.

Yeah good thing is, they forgive and forget really fast.
Seeing them laugh like there's no anything that matters make me smile for a whole day.

I guess its hard for me to not putting real emotions and love for them within this period.
I want to teach them well, I want it myself.

Happy 2013!

Happy 2013 even though I am really late! :))

Didn't have the time to blog, just wanted to share some good things.
HAHA.
I know 2013 will be definitely good to me and my wish would always come true.
I believe so much in it la Hee.