Friday, January 13, 2012

I am not only a woman.



I can't deny that new semester is good, i am fine, and i guess everything is alright.
I am missing ex-classmates.
I hate myself sometimes, i love myself most of the time.
I cook my own dinner, wash my own clothes, clean my own room.
When downpour rain wets my just-washed-clothes, I get mad.
When I need seasoning for my dishes but i can only keep soy sauce and salt because i have no fridge, I get sad.
When my hair drops crazily and make my floor dirty everyday, I get depressed.
And the more depressed i am, the more awful my food turns out and the more my hair drops.
OH GOD.

I think distance is kind, it makes us appreciate each other more, and it makes us think of people's better side more.



I think i will colour my page someday.

Tuesday, January 10, 2012

I thank God for everything.

我始终相信自己

和我的未来。



:)

Monday, January 9, 2012

I will.



I never betrayed my promises for myself.
So do this time.
I said i want it, i will get it.
Don't you worry.

I believe in myself, like how you taught me.

Thursday, January 5, 2012

Tell me its all just nightmare.

DAMN.

DAMN it.
Nightmare made me exhausted.
Tell me nothing is true.

I am not so strong to face that because you told me you won't.

Tuesday, January 3, 2012

Dream of me



Oh my God.
I didn't realize its 4th of Jan already and i didn't know i need to go back to school tomorrow!
Do you believe it, i was so blur. -.-
I thought 4th Jan falls on thursday! Fine fine.
Now i can no longer follow Mr. Lim's car, i don't know how and when to go back.
Nah i don't wanna go back too.
Just stay at home will do. :P

Bang my car to a wall this morning as i didn't really wake up from sleep.
I didn't even know how i drove home.
Dad said, wash your face La before you drive!
Okay yes sir.

Ah! Good night!

Sunday, January 1, 2012

I don't want anything, i only want a stronger me.

天啊.
如果你知道我的天啊里包涵多少多少我想说的话,
谢谢你.

如果成长会让我孤单,我会好好珍惜这样的青春.

I don't mind if you look down on me, but i hope you don't say "It's all by luck." when i achieve something BIG.

Mayans won't be right.

HAPPY NEW YEAR! :)

2011 was a challenging one, it somehow made me tougher & stronger.
There were quite a number of things which i can never forget, or maybe explain.
I am not sure whether words can describe it all.
but i am truly glad for my changes.
Just i hope the best for all of us next, and i will always believe in what i want to believe.
I think you will, too.

Well, I am not feeling too good for 2012.
but I thank God for keeping me alive till this 2012.
I hope Mayans aren't right, i have so many things undone.
I have never achieved what i wanna achieve yet.
Give me more years, more life please.
Lol. I am serious.

All the best to all of you, everyone that stand a place in my heart.
Thank God, thank you.

:)