Still not enough

I am afraid of changes, especially when that is of people around me.

Looking back at those time I realized how much I own, and how afraid I am to lose them all.

I would like to say I am trying my best to treasure them all, but who knows if I have never done enough.

Do you really believe that sometimes when you change, people around you will still love you as who you are.

I think there's always an option, they can choose to still love you, or not.

Of course I know this is something uncontrollable, so let's not blame anyone.

Time flies so fast and I actually wish it flies faster.

I can't wait to finish A-level as it has been torturing me, also I am glad that I have been concentrating in studies, I have no any excuse for my result.

So, half an a year more to go.

I realized there are some nights which I can hardly fall asleep, I was just too excited about my future.

:)