Okay let's say that I am sick, especially when I am not home, I kind of sad because I have had nobody to groan to, and I am too scare that people shows me concern & love.
I don't understand why but I can't hide this feeling.
So its like I finally have another understanding on the reason that some people reject us for helping them and loving them.
Its like no big deal & people offer help because they care about you!
Why do you scare?
Its like I am doubting myself that do I deserve that love or concern.
Of course I appreciate everything and I am truly happy whenever I am concerned as i know i am not alone.
I too definitely know that people get annoyed when I doubt myself too much.
So guess what, I will stop doubting and have all my herbal tea drank, all concern taken, all love accepted. ;p
And the best way is, repay people with your love.
Even though its kind of hard for people like me, you know I just need time.
I understand if you are afraid of loneliness, boredom, darkness, cockroaches, lizards, spirits, blood......
I don't understand at all if you're afraid of being too concerned.
Its not like love would eat you up. Hehee.
You know when you receive simply love from people, you would feel blessed. Just like how I felt when you sent me a text message at that helpless night. It's a Give-and-Take stuff my dear. :)
ReplyDeleteYes understood Madam :)
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